Monday Night

There are some nights that I sit down at the computer to write and the words come to my mind quicker than I can type. Then, there are other nights when I just don’t feel “inspired” to write anything meaningful. This is such a night. Tonight, I am finding more inspiration reading others’ blogs than trying to write something myself. However, I wanted to thank you again for the prayers. I had a wonderful weekend and the “step down” process is going better than I expected.

Anybody who tried to mail something today would have realized that it was a Federal holiday (President’s Day). Like the Presidents, (previous ones and those who have yet to lead) we too will leave a legacy for others. The second definition of “legacy” from Merriam-Webster states, “something transmitted by or received from an ancestor or predecessor or from the past”.

Before reading this definition, I always thought of “leaving a legacy” in the past tense, as often pertaining to someone who recently died and the life they lived. However, I just had a new thought; “from the past,” could mean as recently as yesterday. Therefore, “leaving a legacy” doesn’t just begin when we’re dead. Instead, “leaving a legacy” is on-going, very much alive, and occurs each time the second hand ticks to a new time. In light of this thought, below is Psalm 78:4-7 which discusses the recipe and outcome of having a Godly legacy:

“We will not hide them from their children; we will tell the next generation the praiseworthy deeds of the LORD, his power, and the wonders he has done. He decreed statutes for Jacob and established the law in Israel, which he commanded our forefathers to teach their children so the next generation would know them, even the children yet to be born, and they in turn would tell their children. Then they would put their trust in God and would not forget his deeds but would keep his commands.“

Comments:

1. Dawn Says:
   February 20th, 2007 at 8:23 am

   Katy, inspiration must have been hiding in the corner of your mind and popped out to say “hello” in your post. You inspired me! Love, Mom

2. Mike Theesfield Says:
   February 20th, 2007 at 9:49 am

   Hi, Katy.
   I know what you’re talking about with the flood and drought of writing inspiration. I have to admit that many (most?!) of my dry spells are measured in weeks rather than days (at least in regard to my fiction writing)! And the droughts seem to outnumber the floods… I hope you have many a flood (not literally!). Sincerely, Cousin Mike

3. Trisha Ferris Says:
   February 20th, 2007 at 4:00 pm

   Katy, what a fresh idea about legacy. I think that makes all of our activities, habits, endeavors worth savoring as we consider that they are not mundane or in vain. I’m praying for you & just so you know, you’ve left quite a legacy already.
   Trisha

4. Aunt Lil Says:
   February 21st, 2007 at 1:05 am

   Katy, This time I could see the pictures of the Valentine Party! Beautiful! I LOVE doing things like that, too. I need to get a scanner so I can send you pictures of some of my events with my 4 place table setting or ruby red dishes on white or cream tablecloth with red roses (in summer) carnations or poinsettias in winter - and my gold flatware that came with marrying Tony. The ruby red dishes are an eclectic mix of styles. My friend Helen and I have collected them across several years. When I have my home in St. Pete, We’ll celebrate with a lucheon and use them!

   And if that bit above is what you can do on a “dry” day, wow! a “wet” day must be profound over my head!

   Love you, Aunt Lil

5. Aunt Lil Says:
   February 21st, 2007 at 1:07 am

   P.S. I’ll use red bougainvillea with them! Dreams are wonderful! Especially those with a promise in them. ) Aunt Lil

6. Aunt Lil Says:
   February 24th, 2007 at 5:17 pm

   Well, it me again, Katy. I’ve been playing the piano and thinking of you - and your mother. I don’t play very well, but I love the old hymns and play them to the Lord. I was singing along until I got so blessed (When we all get to heaven - “Just one glimpse of HIM IN GLORY!”)I couldn’t sing and just cried. But I just finished with this powerful hymn - and that made me especially think of you. I don’t know if you know it; if not, you need to get someone to play it for you on a piano, and really beats out the powerful bass notes: It is called MY ANCHOR HOLDS The music is dramatic and powerful.

   Tho the angry surges roll on my tempest-driven soul
   I am peaceful for I know, wildly though the winds may blow
   I’ve an anchor safe and sure that will EVERMORE endure!

   Chorus: And it holds, my anchor holds! Blow your wildest, then, O gale,
   On my bark so small and frail (that’s you): BY HIS GRACE I SHALL NOT FAIL, for my anchor holds, MY ANCHOR HOLDS.

   Mighty tides about me sweep, perils lurk within the deep
   Andgry clouds o’ershade the sky, and the tempest rises high;
   STILL I STAND the tempest’s shock,
   FOR MY ANCHOR GRIPS THE ROCK! (Chorus)

   I can feel the anchor fast as I meet each sudden blast,
   And the cable, though unseen, bears the heavy strain between;
   Through the storm I SAFELY RIDE, till the turning of the tide. (Chorus)

   Troubles almost ‘whem the soul; griefs like billows o’er me roll;
   Tempters seek to lure astray; storms obscure the light of day:
   But in Christ I CAN BE BOLD, I’VE AN ANCHOR THAT SHALL HOLD!
   Chorus:

   I see that faith, confidence and holding on in you, Katy. May you feel the anchor gripping the Rock, Christ Jesus, today.

   Love, Aunt Lil

   And it holds, MY ANCHOR HOLDS!!!

Valentine Tea

A couple of weeks ago I received an invitation from my friend, Effie, to a Valentine Tea at her home. The invitation was beautifully hand-made with stamped detailing. I quickly replied “yes,” all the while praying I would be well enough to go.

Well, I have just returned home from attending the Valentine Tea and it was more wonderful than I ever imagined. I once heard someone say, “Love is in the details”. Today’s tea certainly incorporated a lot of love! Effie had cards for us to make, boxed chocolate, and a party favor to take home with us.

The dining room was set to look like a tea party for the queen. Below are pictures that capture one of the best days I’ve had in a long time. Thank you, Effie, for being such a gracious and thoughtful hostess.

Comments:

1. Aunt Lil Says:
   February 17th, 2007 at 8:44 pm

   No pictures on the site that I can find, Katy! Maybe you can try again… I’d love to see them! Love, Aunt Lil

2. Trisha Ferris Says:
   February 17th, 2007 at 10:31 pm

   Katy, what a special memory for you. I’m very thankful you were well enough to go to such a special party. It was a special gift from a loving God.
   Trisha

3. Jennifer S. :-) Says:
   February 17th, 2007 at 10:59 pm

   Katy,
   I’m so glad you got to go!! What a sweet time of fellowship. I’m sure it was refreshing as well as fun!!
   Love and prayers,
   Jen

4. Heather Kirkwood Says:
   February 18th, 2007 at 12:55 am

   Hey Katy!
   I’m so pleased to hear that you’re feeling better and that you got to get out for a bit this week and have some “normal life” time. Grin!

5. Sandy Says:
   February 18th, 2007 at 12:28 pm

   How totally cool! It looks like a wonderful — a delicious — time! I’m glad you were able to go.

6. Karen Tillman Says:
   February 18th, 2007 at 11:01 pm

   Hey Katy,

   I am so glad that things are a bit more normal, and I saw that you had even a little more energy today. Keep up the good work, and we’ll keep praying.
   Love
   Karen Tillman

7. Martha Harrison Says:
   February 19th, 2007 at 12:38 am

   Dear Katy,

   I love your Musings and your Mom’s, too. You and your mom both write so well, such a blessing for all who read. This pleases our Lord and Savior, Jesus, too!!

   The Valentine Party must have been fun. What a nice idea. I love the pictures of your friends, and the picture of all the goodies made my mouth water! Thank you for sharing them.

   Your shopping trip with your mom sounded like a special Mother-Daughter outing. I’m glad you felt like going and enjoyed the day. Keep up the good work!

   Our Bible study didn’t meet last Fri. because Howard and I attended the funeral of the husband of one of my first cousins. I have been a little under the weather with a bad cold, too, but we will be together again this coming Fri. I can’t wait to tell the ladies that our prayers are working. God made it possible for us to meet at Food Lion the very next day after we put your name on our prayer list! He is so good!!

   Praying for more and more good days for you Katy as you travel the Road to Recovery!

   Love,
   Martha

Shopping

I woke up in cheerful mood, because I felt better physically than I had all week. I got up, did the morning routine of breakfast, vitamin swallowing, Spurgeon, praying, and showering. Once Mom returned from her morning walk, we left the house for our mother-daughter excursion.

We visited Big Lots, the Salvation Army, and Wal-Mart all before 5:00pm. Our mission was to get fabric, curtain rods, and shower rings for my bedroom. My bedroom is needing new curtains. I say “need” because I’m tired of buying $12.00 shades that rip the first time I use them. We found the perfect curtain rods at Big Lots, but Wal-Mart was out of the fabric. I’ll just have to save the fabric shopping for another day.

The best part of today was being out with Mom. We talked and laughed together. It was like “old times”. Because I’m not able to get out much this Winter, the shopping days I experience now are extra special. Another blessing of today’s excursion was that I walked the entire time. We had the wheelchair in the back seat of the car, but I never needed it. I actually feel better tonight for having gotten some exercise. Today was another bonus day and I thank the Lord for it.

Comments:

1. andrea russell Says:
   February 16th, 2007 at 7:44 pm

   Hello KATY,
   I love reading your blog each and every day. Sometimes I click on it and there is still the “old” post…lol
   Anyways, praise God that you were out and about today. I am praying so hard for your healing that this is fantastic news. I hope your healing will continue like that
   But one thing I wonder about???????????Why didnt you guys come and say Hello to me at Wal-Mart?????
   Another thing, I like buying my fabric at Jo Anns in Towns Square. They have a much bigger selection of fabric and you can get some really good deals too. Just a thought!
   I am so happy for you and your mom that you guys could go out and shop and have a wonderful time together. Perhaps seeing you in church is in the near future
   May God continue to heal you
   Love you
   Andrea

2. Tiffany Allen Says:
   February 16th, 2007 at 8:37 pm

   Katy,

   I’m so glad that you were feeling so well today. Praise God!! It must have been so nice to get out and go shopping and have a mom and daughter day! I pray that you have many, many more days just like today. Continue to stay strong and fight the good fight.

   Love,
   Tiffany

3. Jennifer S. :-) Says:
   February 16th, 2007 at 11:42 pm

   Katy, I’m glad you got out. I know it must have felt wonderful. As incredible as home is, it can give you a cooped up feeling if you’re at home every minute of every day. I hope that you find the fabric you’re looking for.
   Love and prayers,
   Jen

4. Sandy Says:
   February 17th, 2007 at 3:39 pm

   Hooray for good days! I’m so glad you were able to get out and do things you enjoy. May God’s peace cover you this weekend and beyond.

Premeditated Love

Just a quick update tonight, because I’m already tired. I really wanted to do a Valentine’s Day post yesterday, but never got around to it.

After my conversation with the doctors on Monday, I was feeling rather discouraged when I woke up yesterday. I was weary and would have preferred to “hide” under the covers. Instead, I read Spurgeon’s Morning devotions…it was an exhortation to love and trust God. I did my morning prayers and a peace filled my bedroom. He felt so near. He was so near. About the time I decided to get out of bed, Mom came upstairs with breakfast in hand. As usual, it was delicious.

In the late afternoon, a church friend stopped by for a visit on her way home from work. I had not seen her for a long time. We shared tea, caught up, exchanged prayer requests and enjoyed being girls. Then, another friend stopped by just long enough to drop off some Valentine roses. The flowers are a cheerful yellow, peach and white with their sweet fragrances filling the entire downstairs. Then, to top off the Valentine blessings, Mom made me my favorite noodle salad for dinner and carrot cake for dessert!

I’m thankful that, when I’m weary and discouraged, I have to look no further than my Heavenly Father for refreshment. Ephesians 2:10 states, “For we are God’s workmanship, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do”. The Lord already knew of my weary soul and thus ordained friends and family to encourage me on Valentine’s Day. Makes me smile to think of that kind of love…premeditated love from the One who loves perfectly. With Christ Jesus as my guide, I look forward with joyful anticipation to the “good works” He has already ordained for me. Likewise, I’m grateful the Lord uses others, with their “good works,” to bless me. And “we love because He first loved us” (1 John 4:19).

Comments:

1. Heather Kirkwood Says:
   February 15th, 2007 at 11:33 pm

   Hey Katy!
   I’m glad you’re up to posting, and I’m glad food appears to be on your mind - grin!

2. Aunt Lil Says:
   February 16th, 2007 at 11:58 pm

   Katy, I loved your “Premeditated Love”. God LOVES TO GIVE GOOD GIFTS TO HIS CHILDREN”! That’s somewhere in the O.T. and I think of it often. And when we love and are grateful in return, we know it gives Him joy. What a wonderful knowledge. May He give you a good night tonight, dear Katy, Aunt Lil

3. Colin Says:
   February 17th, 2007 at 11:23 am

   Hi Katy,

   It’s nice to read your thoughts more regularly!

   I love your theme and title of this post. Isn’t it beautiful how God is so thoughtful? Even your HPS was premeditated before the foundations of the world as an instrument of glory and a means to make your soul deeper.

   In Genesis 15:13 God tells Abraham that these descendants He will give Abraham (through a son who didn’t exist yet) would be enslaved for 400 years. This great promise included great hardship! God was faithful to make sure everything happened exactly as it was supposed to to provide for His people. I hope you can take encouragement in that today. He never does anything in your life that doesn’t both bring Him glory and bless you in some way.

4. Kathy Says:
   May 11th, 2007 at 7:40 pm

   Hi Katy’ just happened upon your website and i am praying for you .I have a daughter with M.S. please pray for her!!!!! ‘’GOD STILL ANSWERS PRAYER. IN THE LORD'’

Observing vs. Experiencing Life

I’ve been thinking today how I don’t really remember what it’s like to feel well- really well, before I got so sick seven months ago and learned I had HPS. I look at pictures dated before July 2006 and it seems like I’m staring at a different person. I’m thankful for all the Lord has accomplished since August. His presence is closer than ever before. I have and continue to grow closer to Christ daily. I’m more thankful for the good, “normal” days. Like Mom, I too am learning to be more grateful.

Still, though, my life has been turned upside down and all around. Sometimes I feel like I’m living life by observation- through the display window, so to speak. Like last night when I observed the snow falling. It was peaceful to watch, but I was only observing, not really experiencing the snow. That is how my life feels at times…. I experience life but through the window glass of observation. I know this is happening, because much of the past seven months seem a blur. Even the Holidays- I can recall some details of the fun everyone had together- but not much. Pictures, more than my mind, help me piece together the events of my life.

I suspect my lack of memory is due mostly to pain medications and chronic sickness. However, it’s a new and sad feeling to have my senses and memory dulled. I wonder if I’ll ever actually experience life again- the kind of living and recalling I did before I got so sick. The kind of experiencing that uses all the senses so intensely that the vivid details stick in memory long after the events are over. I want to live life again! And not merely through observation like some toy in the window, but more like the child outside the window whose bursting with excitement over his purchase. To experience life with all my senses and then to be able to remember what I’ve experienced would be a wonderful dream come true. Perhaps it will happen..perhaps not…but in the meantime, it’s fun to dream.

Comments:

1. Mike Theesfield Says:
   February 13th, 2007 at 10:24 am

   Hi, Katy.
   You probably don’t know me from Adam (and I mostly know you just from this blog), but I’m your Great Aunt Doris Harriff’s son.
   I was struck by your comment: “I wonder if I’ll ever actually experience life again…” I certainly hope so.
   It kind of resonates with me, because I have health issues of my own (my heart is weak), and there is so much that I used to do that I can’t do any more, and sometimes I find it hard to remember exactly what it was like. It’s also harder to find things to enjoy that I can do, although I don’t imagine that it’s as difficult for me, because my condition doesn’t involve that much phyical discomfort.
   I do miss being able to do hard work, or even moderately hard work. I liked feeling useful. But I can’t change it, so I’ve been getting an education in adapting (perhaps not as gracefully as would be ideal).
   That part about dreaming about it also resonates. I have an active imagination and fantasy life. Lately, I’ve been making some use of it by translating some of it into short story writing. I wish I’d started a lot sooner, because I do enjoy it, and my health doesn’t limit it like it does other things. On the other hand, I probably wasn’t really ready to write a decade or so ago.
   I can’t offer any prayers because I don’t share your religious faith, but I’ve been folling this blog and you’re fondly in my thoughts.

   Sincerely, Cousin Mike

2. Heather Kirkwood Says:
   February 15th, 2007 at 1:15 am

   Dearest Katy,
   I’ve been clicking on those links at the top, but tonight they worked! Grin! I really do know how you feel. Hang on girl! I know it’s been a tough week but there will be better times ahead. There will also probably be flare ups along the way - but there will be better times when you’ll feel much more like your old self. And, you’ll get so you know when those flare ups are coming and you can get on top of them faster. In our family we called it “higher bowel awareness.” Know that you were greatly missed at conference. Everyone really wants to meet you!

---

Sabbath Blessings

Even though I am not able to eat much, the Lord is quenching my hungry and thirsty soul…

Yesterday, I woke up not feeling well. I told Mom before she left for church, “I’m just so weary.” I wanted to attend church. I wanted to be with my brothers and sisters in Christ. Instead, I returned to bed and had my own quiet time with the Lord. Then, I fell into a deep sleep. I didn’t wake up again until around 12:30 when Mom and Dad returned to my room. Dad had his Bible and bulletin from church. Mom had the bread and grape juice. They prayed with me and then Dad served me Communion. Dad’s blessing over me was so tender and Mom shared with me the sermon.

I finally got up “for the day,” around 3:00pm although I still felt weak. We had small group here and that was another blessing. Paul Burton played his guitar, so we could sing. How I miss singing in church, so I was very thankful for the opportunity to sing a few hymns. Dad continued the series on Psalm 23, concentrating this week on the phrase, “He makes me to lie down in green pastures”. There are four things that inhibit sheep from lying down in complete rest: (1) Fear, (2) Friction, (3) Irritation (such as bugs, pet peeves, etc) and (4) Hunger. How similarly we are as human sheep and, like our animal counterparts, we must rely on the Good Shepherd to “provide release from these anxieties” (pg 35 Keller).

The rest of small group was spent praying and fellowshipping around soup and cobbler. Yummy! It was so good to see everyone who attended. Since I cannot attend the church service in the morning due to energy level and germs, I really look forward to the Sunday afternoon small group. As Mom told someone yesterday, small group has become my church for this season in my life. Last night, after everyone left, I watched a movie with my parents. We get the living room all fixed up. My space is near the television on the cot with the warm electric blanket. Can you picture it? I’m spoiled! Yesterday night was funny, though. We started watching one movie we rented from the library. It was supposed to be historic-romance, but reminded me of an old time Western movie instead. After about the fifth shooting scene, I told Mom and Dad I had enough. Fortunately, they agreed so we removed the DVD and popped in a different movie. The second movie, Benny and Joon, was much better! I really enjoyed the plot and acting.

I went to bed last night feeling very blessed. I had woken up weary and unable to face the day. I was like the sheep who couldn’t lie down because of the earthly anxieties. However, the Shepherd cleared away those fears and irritations and instead filled my soul and life with peace and joyous moments.

John 6:35-40 (NIV):

“Then Jesus declared, “I am the bread of life. He who comes to me will never go hungry, and he who believes in me will never be thirsty. But as I told you, you have seen me and still you do not believe. All that the Father gives me will come to me, and whoever comes to me I will never drive away. For I have come down from heaven not to do my will but to do the will of him who sent me. And this is the will of him who sent me, that I shall lose none of all that he has given me, but raise them up at the last day. For my Father’s will is that everyone who looks to the Son and believes in him shall have eternal life, and I will raise him up at the last day.”

Comment:

Kendall Pelish Says:
February 15th, 2007 at 11:17 am

Hey Katy, my quiet time during that week brought me through John 6. I was so enamored with that chapter that I read it again the next day. Then I read your mom’s version of that day. I don’t know God’s intention, but I can say that chapter on Jesus being the bread of life has been emphasized in my heart.

Thanks, Mom!

I am home and have spent the day recuperating from the tests. The tests were long, but I was determined to do them. I wanted to give the doctors the information they needed. In addition, if I’m going to ask the doctors to listen to me and be open-minded, then I need to have the same attitude (to a balanced extent, of course) with them. I was surprised to learn just how much acid reflux I do have. I knew I had acid reflux, but I guess I always categorized it as “mild” in my mind. I wasn’t surprised to learn that I have, as the GI doctor said, “an extremely slow gut”. (I do have to laugh at how un-medical her terminology was). And finally, I’m very thankful that I do not have any ulcers - especially after 6 months of Prednisone usage! So, the tests were worth the pain and barium drinking, although now I have to endure a night of “Go Litely”.

Tuesday and Wednesday nights, Mom and I retreated to my grandparents’ home in Fishersville. The first night, Mom had the genius idea to move the small television from the living room to the spare bedroom, so we could watch movies while in bed! The first night we watched an older version of Jane Eyre and a documentary about Billy Graham. The second night we watched Shadowlands. The bed was warmed by the electric blanket, and if I laid on my side, Mom could see the TV just above my head. Then, in the mornings, we enjoyed toast and hot tea. Wednesday night, we even visited with Aunt Jackie (my Dad’s sister) who stopped by in hopes of catching us.

Mom and I had planned to spend some time shopping in Charlottesville, but we ended up being at the hospital from 9am-5pm both days. So, before heading home Thursday morning, we stopped at The Cheese Shoppe. What a treat! The Shoppe is owned by German Baptists, so the atmosphere is calm and organized with Christian music playing in the background. All of the food is displayed in see-through packaging, so imagine rows of rainbow-colored shelves. I love how God invented such variety of colors and The Cheese Shoppe is a perfect example of His creativity. Mom even let me choose some goodies, so I got three small bags of different hard candies I can enjoy, especially at nighttime when my stomach insists it’s hungry even though I’ve fed it just thirty minutes prior.

So while the tests were long, this visit to Charlottesville was actually a mini-vacation for Mom and me. Yes, we still had work to do. As usual, Mom was very supportive during the tests. She was also amazed (and pleased) with how much barium I drank! By nighttime, though, we always ended back in Fishersville exhausted. However, I do believe we made the best use of our time. I made some wonderful memories with Mom. I really do enjoy her company- we laughed and talked a lot. We compared both versions of Jane Eyre. We “aahed” and drooled through several decorating magazines, even planning out our next home interior projects. We read Spurgeon, listened to a taped sermon from church, and continued our prayer ministry.

Mom and I are best friends and one of the blessings of this disease is the extra time I’ve spent with her. Most twenty-two-year-olds are away at college, busy working, or spending time “experiencing the world”. In many ways, the Lord is “forcing” me to stay home. I used to think of it as a hindrance, but now it’s becoming more and more of a blessing to be home. One of the blessings is that Mom often has to stay home when I do. It might sound selfish, but there are many days I wouldn’t want it any other way! Our home is a sanctuary and I know it’s because the Lord dwells here. However, Mom has to be given much credit for the peace we feel in our home. Her decorating and hospitality exclaim, “Taste and see that the Lord is good” (Psalm 34:8). And it is often Mom who guides my thinking Heavenward, especially when we are away from home. The Lord has blessed me with two parents who love and care for me beyond description. However, I do have to say that Mom and I have a special mother-daughter friendship, not relationship.

Peace

Well, my intentions for this site are to write “deep” thoughts, reactions to events, critiques of articles and books, and just generally what is on my mind. However, when I’m on Dilaudid or as sick as I’ve been recently, I don’t really have the strength to do any “inspirational” writing or site updating. So, in the meantime, Katy’s Musings will remain a work-in-progress.

Tomorrow morning, Mom and I leave for Charlottesville. I’ll undergo more diagnostic testing Tuesday at 11am and Wednesday at 9am. I’ll also receive my two rounds of antibiotics while up there. Depending on what the tests show and what my nutrition status is, I’ll either come home Wednesday night or be admitted to the hospital. Mostly, I just want answers or treatments. In my flesh, I am weary of the flare-up cycles. I had six wonderful weeks at home. I was able to enjoy Annelise’ birth and the Holidays. However, I’d like to live life…really live life again without the nagging thought of, “When will the next flare-up occur?” However, if I “Live by the Spirit” (Galatians 5: 16-18) as I’m supposed to, I’m at peace.

My thoughts tonight are mostly that of gratitude to the Lord for the peace and friends He’s giving me. I am so humbled by yesterday’s prayer meeting. I am humbled by the many people who read Katysblog and then pray specific prayers on my behalf. I know Christ is a friend who “sticks closer than a brother,” but I’m sure thankful the Lord provides Christian brothers and sisters on Earth. It makes the journey more bearable and pleasant. So interesting that, just a year ago, I thought of myself as “lonely” and “without many friends”. The Lord not only opened my eyes to the many Christian friends I already had, but He also gave me some new ones!

I know the physical realities and flare up signs; I have hardly eaten since last Thursday. I’m trying to drink enough to stay hydrated, but can only drink sips of water at a time. My abdomen and esophagus are inflamed. However, God is granting me emotional and mental strength. After receiving today’s antibiotics, I fell into a deep sleep in Mom’s room. The sun baked my face. The atmosphere was tranquil. My soul was at rest. The Lord is carrying my family and tonight I feel His (as I have for much of the day) His sustaining presence. The Lord’s peace does indeed pass all human understanding.

Comments:

1. Heather Kirkwood Says:
   February 1st, 2007 at 12:07 am

   Hey Katy!
   Just found this blog! Where have I been? Grin!

2. Doris Harriff Says:
   February 12th, 2007 at 9:14 pm

   Katy, this must have been written after that Sunday afternoon prayer meeting we were all invited to join. You may have noticed a post by “Marlin.” He is my son-in-law.

   Aunt Doris